heyyyy everyone,
i only joined this like a few days ago, so im still trying to work out everything.

anyway, 
i think i have an ED, i have really bad problems with eating and have for like 1 year. i have been to the doctors and they said if you dont get better within a month come back, that was in january. i havent been back, i refuse to.
most the time i feel like shit, unworthy of my friends and relationships. i just came out of a relationship (he wasnt my boyfriend but pretty much unoffical, if that makes sense?) but i dont think im ever gonig to get a boyfriend ever.
im stupid, well i have dylsxica (spelll?) im failing in almost everything at school, except art. whice is the only thing im half decent at. 
half my friends are being complete bitchs at the moment
everything has come onto me at once, its to much. this sounds like most teenage girls life right? proberly. but i have been hit hard by everything. i wish i was someone else and someone thinner. 

sorry, im just like blah tonight
its not been nice at all.

stay strong xo