urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theway_wetalktheway_wetalktheway_wetalktheway_wetalk2008-02-29T22:36:34Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theway_wetalk:649:)2008-02-29T22:36:34Z2008-02-29T22:36:34Zheyyyy everyone,<br />i only joined this like a few days ago, so im still trying to work out everything.<br /><br />anyway, <br />i think i have an ED, i have really bad problems with eating and have for like 1 year. i have been to the doctors and they said if you dont get better within a month come back, that was in january. i havent been back, i refuse to.<br />most the time i feel like shit, unworthy of my friends and relationships. i just came out of a relationship (he wasnt my boyfriend but pretty much unoffical, if that makes sense?) but i dont think im ever gonig to get a boyfriend ever. <br />im stupid, well i have dylsxica (spelll?) im failing in almost everything at school, except art. whice is the only thing im half decent at. <br />half my friends are being complete bitchs at the moment<br />everything has come onto me at once, its to much. this sounds like most teenage girls life right? proberly. but i have been hit hard by everything. i wish i was someone else and someone thinner. <br /><br />sorry, im just like blah tonight<br />its not been nice at all.<br /><br />stay strong xo